I'm subbing today and had a couple of my friend's kids in my classes. They were adopted a few years ago. I hadn't seen them for a while and I noticed how big they were growing! My friend and I began the adoption journey about the same time. She is celebrating her time together with her children while I remember how long I've waited.
Sometimes it's not so hard. Lots of times I'm thankful for all God has done in the waiting. And, sometimes it's really, really painful. Today is one of those days. It doesn't bother me when friends ask about the adoption- are there any updates? I appreciate that they are waiting with me. The hardest thing is seeing kids that remind me of Michael.
On the adoption update: There are rumors of adoption opening this fall. We'll see. Liberia is electing a president this week. There are a lot of things that can happen. Maybe this time. In any case, I hope to go to Liberia again in the spring. I will see him then.
Until then, Lord, bless Michael and keep him. Make Your face to shine on him and give him peace. May he grow to love You with all his heart, and soul, and mind. May he love You always and follow You all the days of his life. Send Your angels to watch over him. Guard his heart, mind and body. Let him know how much he is loved. I trust You. Amen.
All this week I've been reliving my first visit to Liberia last year. The day I arrived. The first time I saw Michael. Drinking water from Habakkuk's Well. And today, leaving. It's been a bittersweet week. I wish I was there again this year.
